Monday, August 08, 2011

The Devil exists..

We have watched shows in which ppl traded their souls with the Devil or Devil's agents in return for smth they desired..

In real life, there's no horned monster in suit to offer us a contract.. v(‵▽′)ψ But that doesn't mean the Devil doesn't exist.

I "gave birth" to 1 when I was really, really angry. (Shall not elaborate what happened.) Since then, I was fuelled with the guts (and my soft heart was chained) to unleash my fury.. And honestly I'm glad I did those stuff.. Up to this! Weeeeee~ :D

(Sometimes I think it's karma. But why do I have to be the one executing the punishments??)

But of course, in return for that.. I had to make sacrifices. They are not written in black and white but some examples would be:

- Dull complexion (Being angry and bitter really harms the skin!)
- Lifeless eyes (The only times they were alive were when I was angry max.. Haha!)
- Repelling ppl (Ppl actually commented that they are afraid to call me because I sounded angry! Opps!)
- Giving ppl the chance to spin outrageous tales about me! (BIG mistake! You wanna say I'm bad, I'll SHOW you how bad I can be! *SMILES*)

Trying to tame Mr Devil now. He is capable of even more crazy stuff that will really hurt A LOT and I can afford to pay the consequences! (Bring it on! *Rawrs*) But I know I shouldn't.

But I guess.. No harm being A LITTLE mischievous ya? xD

Praying for God to take away my hatred, bitterness and anger everyday.. And may He bless everyone.. Even those who hurt me and still enjoy hurting me. :)

Slowly regaining the sweet and silly side of me.. 加油加油! :D

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