Sunday, August 07, 2011

Random thoughts

Love should consists of:
- Bliss
- Each other
- Laughter
- Happy memories
- Flowers (Heehee!)
- Candies & everything sweet

My mentor bro Yong once told me: Loving someone should bring out the best in you. If it doesn't, it means he / she is not the one.

How true!

I know I've changed.

Current Me (during my bad times):
- Emo
- Naggy
- Unhappy
- Boring
- Lifeless
- Bitter
- Grumpy
- Fierce (Rawrs!)

I used to be:
- Sweet
- Silly (yet still so proud of it! ;p)
- Happy (and wants to make others happy)
- Mischievous
- Laugh over the slightest things
- Appreciative
- Glowing with radiance (I've been told)
- Filled with hope for the future

For a very long time.. I've been insulted and labelled with: bitch, slut, cb, possessive gf.. Etc. And I believed every word. Believed that I'm bad.

Was playing mahjong with my friends (from MY world) and they were amazed and commented that my character was so nice.

I was surprised. Haven't heard ppl saying nice things about me for ages.

All I did was being game enuff to pay up after being tio bao by the winner. 怕输钱就别赌啦! 几十块钱能让朋友开心.. 值得! 大家高兴就好! (Why do I get the feeling that ppl's gonna jio me out for mahjong after reading this?? LMAO! Anyway later I got 自摸满贯! Woots! And they gamely paid up without any complaints too! We all have good 牌品 ok! xD)

Back to the topic..

That simple comment reminds me of how popular I used to be. (Hee, sorry to be bhb lah!) Did a quick reflection, I've become so moody and negative.. Of course ppl don't like to hang out with me! (Thanks to those who stick by me all these while! :D)

想回到过去~~ 变回那个傻傻被利用也觉得高兴能帮到人的那个笨蛋.. Haha! 我要加油哦!

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